1.12.2014

kay I'm depressed again..

I think I'm in a funk, but it might pass, I don't know. I'm always in a bit of one but sometimes there's something to take my mind off it so I don't know, but then things.. just things, remind me of it. I am in slightly more of one now than I have been since at least... I dunno, Friday, maybe Tuesday.

In any case, I just have this.. thing, hovering over my head that whatever is at the forefront of my mind I just keep thinking.. something is wrong. And it is, but it always is, this is my default state but now it's just with me. I don't know if it will last, get better or worse or fluctuate.. if that's even the right word for what I mean. It probably isn't, but it doesn't matter.

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