Off I go again.

Today's my first full proper day. Well I've been there 3 full days already, but it's been training. Today I start at the proper time, and go until 10pm and I'll be on the phone all day, well most of the day, still a little bit o training along with it but it's like 9 fucking hours on the phone! for the most part. Yesterday I did it for almost 20 minutes and that was about as much as I could stand, well, more really.

I don't want to do this. I have to do this. I don't want to do this, but I have to. I DON'T WANT TO TO DO THIS! I should do this, I really should.. but I don't want to.