I'd be studying, working, doing stuff..

but I don't know what to do.

This is actually valid for once. I don't know what to do. I really don't, because of various things I might be doing, other things that might suit that better that don't fit with other things, and possibly minor but maybe more serious obstacles that may or may not be int he way of some of these things.

I just don't know. So here I am rambling about it, vaguely. Instead of doing whatever it is I should be doing and would be if I could figure it out. Actually I probably wouldn't be.

Maybe later.