Monday, October 22, 2007

Hi there again..

So you folk out there, and I mean both of you, are probably wondering how I am these days? Perhaps you're not, but I will tell you anyway.

I'm sick. A bit bored. Dissatisfied with things, worried about a lot of stuff, feeling lonely and kind of empty. Apart from that everything's great.

I've been feeling slightly sick since last week, just before my performance. Luckily on the night of the performance I only had a sore throat and didn't start with the sniffles until the morning after, this went on for 2 days and this morning I woke up still sniffling, with a hollow throat, coughing, and my eyes glued together. It was rather unpleasant. I feel sort of better now, but I keep coughing and my throat is very sore.

I'm bored. Did I say that already, well I'm bored. Probably because I'm sitting here instead of going out doing things because I'm sick. I would have gone to class if I wasn't, but I kind of didn't want to go anyway, I'm having a hell of a time coming up with the activities and doors, rather, I'm not coming up with them at all, and now it's getting harder, the reasons have to be more specific and important and all that, I wasn't even coming up with stuff to make the old standards, so I'm just worrying about it. I might stop going. I don't know.

There isn't much else to say, since the playreading is over, and my friend who visited recently is gone, my life is pretty pointless.

Oh don't go worrying or anything, it's not that bad really, I just like grumbling. Grumble grumble.


El Cuervo said...

Hang in there! I hope you get better, been sick doesn't help at all when you are depressed. just remember that things will get better!

Erikland said...

Yes, don't get discouraged!

Maybe your friend will even be able to come back at some point in the not-too-distant future for another visit.........

Barry Leiba said...

Funny[1]: I, too, got sick last week, a head/chest cold with sniffles and a raw throat. Can one catch these things over the Internet? Is it, perhaps, a computer virus?

But I mend quickly, and on Saturday I went to a 12-hour contradance in New Hampshire (What a GREAT dance!), and did not snot on any of my dance partners (for which they were all profoundly grateful).

Maybe you'll mend quickly as well.

[1] Funny "strange", not funny "ha-ha".