Monday, June 01, 2015

Nothing to write home about.

So much has happened, though nothing is really going on. A lot has changed, numerous times in a brief time period, but there's really not much to say, or at least, I don't know just how to say it. What can I say? I moved, I moved again, and moved again, 2 of those moves were to my own place, one was a "crashing" situation. It's already ages ago now, I've longer moved on from those days. there have been people, from people I didn't know before and got to know quite rapidly, to people I've known for years, on and off, quite well to not very much at all which have been part of these past months, some which are still, with similar to very different situations occurring with said people. I've been in the same job for 3 whole months or maybe longer, it seems to be going well though I have a habit of screwing up these situations in an entirely unspectacular manner despite trying my little heart out to be a good worker and so on, that I'm not completely confident with the whole thing.. yet, or maybe not ever, assuming I last much longer which I'm not assuming at all. Having settled in to what is now my own place, for more than temporary, with internet and everything, I've in some ways settled in to my old way of doing things, that is, not doing much at all, and in fact not really having friends, or much of a life. Perhaps that's deep down how I want it and I should stop pretending that I'm more interesting than the kind of person who's like that. It sure would make life easier, but can I be that honest with myself? Should I be, or should I strive for something more? I don't expect answers to those questions, I'm guessing they're rhetorical. That, for the moment is all. Things may change.

6 comments:

lekkerman said...

I'm never sure what to do with rhetorical questions. Do I remain mute and not comment? Or do I play the smart-arse and make a noise about my silence, posting something like, "As a mark of respect towards the author's rhetorical questions within the post, I remain silent"?

Seriously, even if your questions weren't rhetorical, I'd be wary of giving advice. I base this on knowing how much I dislike being given so-called solutions. I write in the hope people will listen, that's all, but not take it upon themselves to advise me on the art of living! That really winds me up!

Anyway, for what it's worth, I think that which is "interesting" is, like "beauty", in the eye of the beholder. You have a story to tell, I read it.

Oh, I'm seriously considering posting on my blog again, and soon.



Michelle said...

Well, you can reply any way you like, really, in fact write anything whether it relates to the post at all, probably even better if it has nothing to do with what I've written, whatever that is. If you like of course.

Looking forward to seeing a new post from you.

lekkerman said...

Yay! I posted.

It's the usual shit, but the important thing is, I didn't feel I had to remove it. It's done now, and staying there. The first of many I hope :)

Woot!

Michelle said...

cool! um.. where?

lekkerman said...

Eh? You don't know? That would explain why you stopped commenting a long time ago. It's at https://lekkerman.wordpress.com/

I could have sworn you were on my list. Hmmm....

Michelle said...

cool.. will check it out, sorry for my tardiness :/