Saturday, June 20, 2015

Why hello!

I was sort of intending on making this a regular thing, you know, the updating of the blog, even of trying to post every day per a suggestion I had, but I forgot. Sorry. I haven't even been working that much this week, that one week of getting up off my ass and trudging around day after day hard at work in a semi-regular manner was an anomaly. I just forgot, and then I couldn't be bothered. So here I am, updating. Been ok I guess. Well it's kind of sucked but I've decided to ignore for the most part the thing that showed up that made things go from not too bad just lacking in anything particularly positive to actively sucking, for the most part. At some point I'm going to have to face it and find out that despite everyone's insistence that it's not that big a deal and I have ways of dealing with it and this one person had something similar and they went to this place and said this and that and it was ok, I will have to deal with the worst case scenario that this situation can bring, and that will suck, heavily. Until then I plan to choose to believe that it doesn't exist, or at least behave as if it doesn't and just have that foreboding feeling at the back of my head, squished firmly back there where it belongs. It's almost midsummer, which is nice, but it is kind of overcast and potentially rainy, which slightly spoils it.

2 comments:

lekkerman said...

I'm intrigued. What could this mystery "issue" be?

It's a shame to hear you've been around but not doing much in particular. Having the house all to myself for the past week left me with too much time and too little to do. I'd have enjoyed some light-hearted (or deep even) exchanges.

Still, you're back. Welcome :)

Michelle said...

Well, it's not all that bad, I mean it is but it isn't. And I quite like doing nothing in particular, I thought that was pretty obvious to anyone who's managed to read more than a few paragraphs of my rambling ;) so, not so bad.

Good to hear from you.