The End.

Of the month. Again. Another all hallow's or saint's or whatever's eve where I do dorky things dorkily. Spacegirl! I finally get to get her our properly. Sort of.

Well it's also just the boring old end of anther month and dammit if things aren't exactly the same as they are all the other times that it's the beginning or the end or the middle of something. It's just the same, always all the same, forever the same bloody thing!

So, just letting you know, still around just, nothing really to say. As usual.

You know how things change?

Well they really don't. I mean, I kinda had a job, it was possibly only temporary, but potentially more permanent, but after a few days well.. it just petered out.

So here I am again. Sifting through things, looking up things, writing to people.

Well.. just started with a new seemingly enthusiastic and energetic people for film making.. and have another role in another film. Must be a record for me, doing almost as much as a small time actor does in a quarterly period in a year.

This seems so familiar.

It seems I'm going back to checking my emails every so often to see if anyone's replied to anything or if they sent the email they promised until I start to forget that I'm expecting any message from anyone. The reasons for the expected emails are different, but they are still expected. Well not so much anymore, I'm beginning to forget about them.

Is this back to the proverbial drawing board?

That's Life.

Well, it seems things have pretty much changed. Barely a week ago I was in a funk, a slump, a.. something else that means more or less the same thing with one syllable that has a snappy sound. Then circumstances changed and that particular thing went away.

Then I was required to be places, and travel on buses, early! I wouldn't anymore have any free time to do my own thing over the day, from chillin in comfort to doing all the research and study and practice and editing and writing that I totally intended to do every day that would bring.. well that eventually would lead to something. And of course, starting something new is always stressful for me. I started and it seemed I was going ok, then I wasn't sure, then I'm in that position I always am with everything where I'm not sure about something, don't know whether to ask or just do it or what. still, seemed to work out so far.

Then I got a phone call about one of those annoying, worrying things to do with official stuff that now I have to worry about. Actually it was something I already had to worry about just now I have to worry about it more.

So, life goes on. Had a weekend, fun and relaxing despite the things I had to worry about, but I lost my hat. a day trip that took me out of the city for the first time this year, I think. That was pleasant, I have lots of photos. Then back to work. Still no progress on the thing I need to worry about more, nice of them to call on a Friday before a Monday I would be out of town.... and I didn't get my hat back.

Now today I'm working from home, for about who knows how long, it's raining, which doesn't bother me too much, considering the timing works out for me. No money yet, and I've completely ran out of my film money from the summer but we have plenty of stuff in the house for once so I can live with that. Soon, when I get the link I will start doing what I'm supposed to do the next few days and see if it's really difficult or annoying or interesting or if it takes me so much longer to do it than usual or what. So, a bit of this a bit of that, worries, joy, loss, fun stuff. That's just life. I really would like my hat back though.

Mugs.

Mugs it is. Mugs is what I do. Actually steins. I dunno, well I do, stuff. Moving things around, taking stickers off things and putting other stickers on things, fixing English, some photos. Probably plus some other stuff. How long I'll be doing this I don't know but that's what I'm doing. I mean, not now because it's Sunday and not tomorrow because I'm doing a day trip to see the parents who came back through the country for one day and couldn't come to Prague so we're going to Brno where I've been many times but always on business, well for fiddly bureaucratic things and never really saw it properly with friends and drinks and stuff, so it'll be nice despite the before sunrise (probably) start.

Anyway.. mug, steins. yeah.

It never rains..

but then it hails.

Yes, hails. I'm just gonna leave you with that thought.

Happy October.