Summing it all up

Stay positive, they say, no matter how grim things get, there's always tomorrow, you never know what will happen... blah blah 

And they're right. A positive attitude is more likely to bring forward a positive outcome. Probably. Eventually.

But fuck it. I've been burnt too many times with naive beliefs that things will be better. Ok the beliefs come rarely and stay briefly, but it doesn't ever really work.

2022, in a nutshell. Most likely.

If it turns out better, I get the joy of being pleasantly surprised.