Night

Same scene, different seconds. The second one is technically a bad photo but I quite like the effect.

So blue

 Random photo time. 

I'm trying to post more frequently, make it seem like this blog is the active sort, however writing about stuff gets a bit bogged down in whining and I don't want to do that all the time so I'm going to go with posting images of the random sort, pretty, interesting, meaningful or none of the above, just whatever I've snapped. 

Hopefully I won't be mistaken for spam. 

Again.

I was in jail

Oh yeah not jail jail, just blogger jail which isn't exactly the same thing, the blog was taken offline for supposedly being a vehicle for delivering spam.. or something.

I came back, obviously. I went to the site for review, proved I wasn't a robot and was back online. 

So if you missed seeing me that's why. I mean it was about a week ago now and was only for about 8 hours so, just shows how much is going on in my life now.

Actually there's a fair bit going on but writing about my real life has gotten a bit one note of late so I'm having a break from that for a bit.

Apparently the blog was flagged as spam. Would be interesting to know just how that happened... *looks around, not accusingly or anything*

Here's a random photo.

So it cooled down already..

After finally warming up. Just in time for April. It even plans to snow. Nevertheless, it's still technically spring.

It's still Spring

 

It's Spring!

 

Spring in the world, winter in my heart.... but I'm not one to dwell on such things 🙄.

A small part of this world

The world continues to move and yet another crisis has befallen us. Will things ever get better? And what kind of asshole would I be to use this as a lead in to make it about myself.

This kind. I am this kind of asshole. In fairness to myself, I do think my problems are not entirely trivial.

I was trudging along, barely surviving, the new year was bleak and tough, hungry, always with the threat of homelessness hovering over me, but it's slowly getting warmer and busier and things were set to get better. Not good, just better. 

So of course I had to suffer another setback. My main source of income, pitiful as it was, is now gone. I'm not able to get something new as quickly as I need and family in this case aren't able to come through. I really don't know what I'm going to do now. I seem to have just ended a relationship as well. Whether that makes things worse I don't know.

I don't know if it's worse or better or the same as it's been for a long long time, I just know that this is getting too old, I need for this fucking miserable spell to be over, like a year ago.

I know people have it much worse than me. I still can't stand this shit.

Meeting Friends

Just a photo, because there's not much I want to say.