The End.

Of the month. Again. Another all hallow's or saint's or whatever's eve where I do dorky things dorkily. Spacegirl! I finally get to get her our properly. Sort of.

Well it's also just the boring old end of anther month and dammit if things aren't exactly the same as they are all the other times that it's the beginning or the end or the middle of something. It's just the same, always all the same, forever the same bloody thing!

So, just letting you know, still around just, nothing really to say. As usual.

a week, a couple of days..

it's funny how there are these.. I dunno.. epoch.. term.. stage.. yes I consulted a thesaurus of you know, time units that are separated by some thing.. a sort of change. Like going on a holiday. And everything before it belongs to the last section, and now you're on  new one and it's like different. A different world a different life  and after a while it gets normal and you'r used to it.. and things are.. well.. normal. And then something else happens, you move, start a new job, have someone come over that stays for a while.. er.. I'm sure people with lives can come up with more interesting examples, but these are some.. and it starts again.

I suppose things should be normal by now. The last big event concluded just over a week ago and we're pretty settled back to normal. Is it normal? Does it feel normal? Is there any difference between when it's normal and when it's not normal, and if so, is it due to the normalcy or lack thereof? I don't know. I suppose that's normal.

Strange Things..

I have this horrible cough that won't go away. That's not so strange, it's just a fucking pain in the ass. I should be at the end of this cold thingy, but the cough isn't just lingering, it's really really bad and the worst of it should have been over at some point yesterday, leaving me with a bit of a cough that's mildly annoying but doesn't really get in the way of my day to day life too much.

At some point yesterday, I picked up my phone and the time and date was like, 3674 1/1/1/12.. or something. I think it's the Buddhist year.. which for some reason I can set my phone to, and tried it once, because I don't know what else it could be.. I hadn't reset it though, and it stayed like that for a second before reverting back to the regular time I have it set. Weird.

Later on the tram, I got confused, because my phone said 18:12 and the tram time said 17:42, I knew I'd checked both my phone ad the computer, and the time on the website for the tram times before leaving so I was pretty sure I did't have the time wrong, but still.. very odd. Turned out the tram time was wrong, I've never seen that before. What could it all mean?

I had a dream the other night that I was on stage singing a song, but I didn't know the words, so I sang really low, to disguise the fact I was mumbling. Wasn't received so badly, at least, all the bored, unimpressed faces seemed to be because it was a poor performance, not because they could tell I was faking.

The next night I dreamed I was on a passenger ship. I knew I needed to get off soon and swim the rest of the way, and didn't really want to, I found the thought unpleasant and was afraid of sharks, and quite frankly, wondered why this had never occurred to me before the numerous times before I had done this.

Does it explain anything? Would I want any of this to mean anything? Does any of it matter? When will this fucking cough go away?

Well?

Not to be all hemispherist or anything, but..

Happy summer. I don't know if it's supposed to start on the 1st of June or on the 19th or something when the moon is in uranus and the twilight catches the raindrops on the horse or some such nonsense, but where I come from seasons start on the 1st of the calendar month, none of this nature fucking hippy bullshit.. of course I come from the southern hemisphere where it isn't summer today either way, and no easily digested, though unevenly divided units of time, when they start, and what the significance of the one in relation to the change of season is makes no difference no how.

Well.. nice to see I'm back to maing no sense there.. oh wait.. I never stopped doing that did I?

Maybe for about 12 seconds.

Breathing now..

Ok, the month that I decided was evil and the cause of all my woes is over now, so things.. you can start getting real good as soon as you want now..

just letting you know.. I'm ready. I'm waiting..